Beginning during Christmas break, I had a lot of things on my chest. After considering how much thinking I did and how much was actually necessary, I have concluded that I put those things on my chest by myself.
I have been stressing out about college. I am not sure that Mercer is where I want to be. I'm not sure if it's where I NEED to be. I know school is important, but being near my family and friends is important too. There's no point in sticking around Macon when I am not completely and totally happy. I'm only going to live once. And even though college is a short period of that time, I want it to be a blissfully happy period.
So. Problem solved. Decision made.
When you go to college, you lose friends. We all hear this, but no one really understands until you're actually there. Well, I am here. It sucks. You just fall apart from each other, and it won't ever be the same. Solution: Do what you can when you can! Don't sulk. Sit around. Wait for the phone to ring. DO something about it!
Problem solved. Decision made.
Having a long term relationship is hard. You make things up in your mind and warp something not so dramatic into something huge. It starts to make a dent in the relationship... then it makes an unbelievably big hole. I am learning that just because we don't fit in with the other's friends doesn't mean that the relationship is doomed. You have to keep your head on straight and keep your eyes on the right guy. Be faithful and honest and true no matter what or who influences you.
Problem solved. Decision made.
It's time to start doing. To take control of my life and do what I want to do.That's a solution I can really get on board with!
